I've read recently a book belonging to Schopenhauer about new perspectives of love. Despite the fact it was written 150 years ago, in many aspects he was so right... He considers that we, as human nature, choose our partners for a life-time due to our own criteria of reproduction; how our offsprings would look like in the future. That the majority of our experiences in love are based on tangible characteristics, like hair, mouth, eyes; a world in which brains are put at the end of our check list.
So, here is my question: can we be happy only by choosing others just for the sake of our children? Are we ready to make this sacrifice just to have a perfect picture of family in our opinion? Or is more important to be selfish and consider real arguments when being with someone else capacities like intellectual match, manners, chemistry, all the package, not only slices of it?
Even if people around us suggest a person is not the right in the long run, we simply give it a try, and offer our hearts, regardless the consecuences...
Everyone says you cannot be accomplished simultaneosly in both personal and professional life. But I could; I was, I felt, like Nina in Black Swan. Yes, I was the happiest person on Earth. With my joy I was capable to do everything, to overcome my limits and transform impossible in possible. But there comes a time when you have no longer the personal "unreal" life. And you set goals, you reach your aims, but you simply don't take the maximum from that moment. How can you move on, if you feel everything around you is just misery? Simply - the ground is splitting, people are similar to ghosts, and the only remained action is to stop and fall down. But how important people could skip the moment and move on? There is no secret receipt, the rescuing solution comes from you, from what you are and from what you wanna do in your future development. 1 billion people can give you an advice, but still it is you who is the only one with the alternatives: wether to stop or move on.
This is a special gift for my friend Elena, I'm sure she understands perfectly what I'm talking about. You are one of the most important people that matter to me, and I'm sure you'll be a successfull woman!
In the end, the lyrics are dedicated to a special person, who made me better and influenced positively my disordered life (great song: Adele - Rolling in the deep)
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
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(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it with a beating,
Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.
