Oslo, here I come...

It's said you never have to lose hope; always trust yourself. The problem with trust is that we have to learn it the hard way, as we all the time consider mature when, in fact, we are like particles from the brownian movement. Actually, when comes the maturity? Only when you learn from your own mistakes. Even if somebody tells you the tomato is red, you don't believe it till you taste it. This is our major problem: we simply don't wanna grow up, like children we smell everything, touch it, 'in a research environment'.
But, here comes the dilemma: if someone says you cannot do something, comes the reaction immediately: you simply do it:)). And this has serious results and impacts. What I've wanted to state is that if you really wanna have something, you simply get it. Not now, not tomorrow, probably somewhere in the future, but that "special something" is settled for you and waits till you get. Like "Morgana girl", you know is there, but cannot touch it. Some may fall down till they get to the trhope, some may lose hope, but definitely, it's prepared for you and waits for your ambitious and motivation to come and take it.
The brief introduction is for something that finnally happened to me, after 2 years of attempts. I'll be somewhere in Europe (hopefully Oslo) in August, but I've wanted this phenomenon for so long...so badly. So, my advice for all of you is ... to never lose hope. And, to be all the time surrounded by true friends, who can help you when you're down. And here I'd like to mention Monicutza, Ruxi, Miha, Miha, Boboaca and Pisi. They know why, especially in the year 2010, during winter. It's so important to have your friends ... If it would be to choose a country when you can be accomplished on the social hierarchy, definitely Romania has a lot to give! But I'll update the Erasmus part sooner, when the official result will come.
Don't forget: Never lose hope!!!

Decisions...

When we love, we simply believe (and are) we are invincible...that everything which till that moment was impossible now has a powerful meaning. We are great, moving mountains, cross the line all the time. We are so deep in love, just losing ourselves, forget about things we liked, just enjoying the moment. But what about the time when the other says stop? Yes, it hurts so badly, we blame it saying it's not fair. But do we really take everything we are told for real? No, we think all the time we have the right to decide for others, that the only thing that matters is our own happiness. 

A friend of mine told me it's selfish to wish being happy, that you better be satisfied with what you've got, cause your happiness may hurt others. But can anyone state he/she is an accomplished person only with common believes? That it doesn't hope for the best all the time? We are built to fight, to do whatever takes to get where we want. But, as Marlin Monroe said: "Celebrity is like a material thing, you are successful, but during night, it doesn't warm you enough". How can we pretend to be loved by someone, if we cannot offer the same thing in exchange? 

And yes, it's real the quote that you cannot have everything in the same time..having a wonderful professional life, blended with a personal one. But do you know why? God, sometimes, has problems with timing schedule...just misses the period when two people fall in love. Indeed, we are impatient when coming the perfect story of our life, but we really have to work out on the awaiting list...to settle some priorities, and when something good happens in our lives, and just changes the "natural order", to let it action. Never stop, cause in the end, maybe we'll be nothing left

I have a problem, a major one...I get easily attached on things, tangible ones. Why? Because people in life come and go, but objects are still there, as a memory of what we are, as a whole. Maybe some blame me for having this infancy hobby, but we need to build the aim on strong roots.

And here comes the fundamental question in my opinion: Are we able to give up to everything we thought till that moment for love? Or we'll remain unhappy? Or...the person next to us will appreciate this supreme gift as something special? I admire the ones that made this sacrifice, they are truly blessed. But don't forget to settle your priorities...you may never know what is made for you!